I am panicking over my photoshoot and my invitation cards now. I feel like I have a lot to do for these two things.
Haven't decided on the second photoshoot outfit and who is going to do my hair for that. At first I thought of doing a less formal one with just a simple tailored dress. Then we decided to have two outfits and the second outfit should be a formal one. That's when I decided to get the second dress from my bridal company but if it's a formal shoot for the second outfit, I need somebody to do my hair and make up. I thought of my mak andam for make up cause I want a trial make up from her anyway. Maybe I can ask her to do my hair, probably at an extra charge. Then once I change to a less formal outfit, do I keep the same hair style? Cause the mak andam won't follow us for the shoot. Plus, I haven't even book her! And Zai has not gotten both his outfits as well. It's in about five weeks from now. :/ We have a lot to do.
As for the invitation cards, I've made the deposit already. But they haven't send me the drafts yet. I haven't decided on which design (I have a few in mind), haven't double confirm time of wedding, haven't ask my dad for other details such as the 'turut mengundang' part. And my map! Should I just print screen? It's not nice. But to do like how Another Accidental Bride did is too time consuming for me cause my venue has a lot of blocks nearby and the map's quite complicated. In fact I tried and did okay for the roads but gave up at the blocks. Hah. Contemplating of not having all those blocks (just roads) in the map but feedback said I should have the blocks.
And dad got me thinking about marriage life when he talked about the number of things we have to pay in future and how our lives are going to change. I mean I knew all these before just that it feels more real now. :/ Like what if I can't cope with all the changes. I am very bad at adapting to changes.
Before that I was complaining to him about certain things which I think is his fault. I felt bad also cause he said he is doing everything he's doing now so that he won't trouble me when he's old. He said that one day I will be busy with my own life and that I won't have time for him when he's old. I really hope that's not the case. Haiya. Then I felt bad for complaining and blaming him for those things. This always happens. :/
On a slightly happier note, Zai and I decided to add in one more city, which is Amsterdam, to our Euro trip! Wee wee! We booked all our connecting flights already, only left with accommodation and some attractions. :)
Okay I am still panicking over the two things above and I still feel bad about my dad. Bah.